They say I should never change and then everything will take it's course,
but I still wonder why I keep seeing all those colours fade.
I don't want to feel dead when there's still a heart beating in my chest.
Please let me go,
I don't want to stay when I'm dying on the inside,
and I can't hold on if it takes too long.
I hope you still remember the times I called.
With all that's in my head I'm trying to hide from myself and my mind.
So I'll just shut my eyes and take a final breath before the world flies by.
I've always felt so alive when these thoughts weren't on my mind.